Beautiful woman this poem is for you
Full of beauty and grace
Rare black Queen sitting high on your throne
No one can take your place
Your heart is full of pure gold
Never to be played with
Bought or sold
Your Love is Patient Your Love is kind
Always trying to bring joy to others even when you can’t do it for yourself
And keeping them close in mind
A good woman is what you are
A woman to whom is proud of who she is and what she stands for
Never seeking definition from whom she is with
A strong woman is what I see when I look at you
One who can pick up the small pieces of her broken heart
And carry on as if she was never hurt in the first place.
When talking about this woman I can’t help but smile
Knowing the woman that I can speak so highly of is ME.
Tag: poet
Mirror Talk
by SIANA LOVE 9 months ago in SLAM POETRY
Looking into the mirror what do I see?
I see a beautiful smart woman looking at me
I see pain behind her hazel eyes
I see sadness behind her smile
But I also see a glimpse of hope between her teeth as if it’s inside her looking for a way to come out
I see a girl that wasn’t loved enough
I see a girl who was loved so much that she can’t even see it
That’s why she wears glasses,
To help her focus on what’s really important in life
I glance down and I see her body
A temple created from the one she calls Father
But God forbid someone told her she was beautiful
She’d smile and politely say thank you but deep down that word would be the meaning of doubt in her ears
When she hears she is beautiful she stands confused
As if they need the glasses to see what she is seeing
She wonders if they call her pretty in a way of making fun of the fat girl with a nice face
Or a way of proving to her that they don’t fat shame
Did you know that she hates silence? The girl in the mirror
She can’t stand being in a room full of people and no one talking
She knows they can hear her breathing, gasping for air
Sometimes they would ask “why are you breathing so hard?” as if she does it on purpose
She can’t control it, but it happens
So she tries to make conversation, hopefully, this will distract them into a conversation and not focus on her breathing because that’s all shes focused on in a silent room
Did you know that she drowns in the silence?
Thoughts come over her like a wave storm and now she’s thinking about why her dad couldn’t be there for her like every other dad is, she wonders why she isn’t loved?
She turns to all this approval from men because she never got anything from her dad
She hides her shames, her tears, her pain… Behind that “nice” face
Those beautiful hazel eyes, they have cried themselves to sleep so many times
That smile… Is a reminder that she must be strong, for her, even if no one sees
She’s at war with herself, trying to be more outgoing but the extra skin on her body weighs her down so she stays hidden, waiting that hopefully someone will find her and give her the one thing she needs most…. Love
Body Positivity
by SIANA LOVE in PERFORMANCE POETRY
“I am Beautiful,” took me a while to learn that.
when she was just a little girl
Her momma would say “my baby will be the prettiest of them all”
She would smile back and proudly play with her Barbie dolls
Not knowing that soon words will get the best of me
Insults would be the only thing this proud little girl will see
Girls wouldn’t wanna play, boys wouldn’t wanna stay
And All she would have during lunchtime is a sandwich of sadness and juice box of loneliness
This little girl had to eat alone
And soon enough she had to grow up on her own
As she grew older she was taught to hate her body
Magazines were placed on the top shelf, out of her reach
She struggled and tried but no matter how close she became she could never reach the expectations
She even threw away all of her Barbie dolls
never picked one up when she went to the mall
Maybe the little girl inside didn’t critically analyze
The flat belly, small thighs
And rest of the plastic covered lies
Society’s image of beauty was mocking her daily
Until she was ashamed to look in the mirror and actually like what she would see
TV shows and movies did its best to show that girls of her size couldn’t be loved
They were always the elephant in the room Hollywood is just too small-minded, I assume
After years of self-loathing and despising the way she looked in pictures
There came a time when she started noticing other “beautiful” figures
Pretty girls aren’t just the ones wearing size 2 jeans
There the one who speak up and follow their dreams
It’s not my fault if your small mentality doesn’t go past my thighs
I’m tired of trying to get these approval highs
then in the midst of pleasing everyone’s desires
She had to set her own goals on fire
Watching Society’s flames turn her ambition into ashes
Trading her passion and drive for longer eyelashes
she’s been told that her body is a temple
a holy grail that must be kept sacred
A princess to the most High
So why does she feel so low
And I’m not here to lie and say I got it together
Some days I can’t stand looking at myself in the mirror
And other days I am the next upcoming model
But I’m here to tell you that that girl is done putting herself on the bookshelf
But she is still learning how to love herself




